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update 10-5-10

so lately I have been getting more and more into music. I have mostly been searching for songs and bands I’ve never heard before that have a meaning to me and that I can relate to. Here is the video to one of the songs I can relate to right now.


things so far

So for the first time in a while, I am just getting back into blogging. For the last four weeks I have been homeless and things have not been easy. I am currently looking for a job and serious musicians who want to start a band. Last night, I got kicked out of the shelter I have been staying at for the last four weeks because I got caught up in using and I’ve been hanging with the wrong people. So now I’m really struggling as I’m trying to get my shit together. I don’t even know if anyone reads this thing but either way I have to get out what I’m feeling. I don’t mean to bring anyone down or complain about the way things are  going but I need something to do. If there is anyone reading this who needs a friend to talk to please leave me a comment. I need to know there’s someone out there who cares and who can show how a true friend really is. I have been through a lot in life and I know how cold this world is. From the ages of 2 1/2 to 16 I was sexually abused and even though it is not going on anymore I still struggle day to day with the flashbacks and memories I have been left with. I will post an update whenever I am able to and say how things are going and be there for anyone who is  searching for the same type of support I am. You can also get ahold of me by sending me an email at

Linkin Park has finally taken over myspace!!!

Look who's taken over MySpace: More

via Mike Shinoda's Blog

okay so I am trying to get some of us Linkin Park fans together and promote the upcoming album ‘A Thousand Suns’ which will hit stores September 14, 2010. I am looking for fans to volunteer with me and help me promote all over sonoma county. email me if interested. Amber-

Those of you who are on the Nikki Bates streetteam-

Here is your first mission-

Today, Tuesday, July 13,2010 at 4pm is a busy day for us. We have over 3,000 flyers to drop from here(cloverdale) to the rest of sonoma county and the rest of our area. We really need your help on this. The band will also be working with us today and will be there helping us post and hand out the flyers so you will get a chance to hang out with them if you havn’t already or even if you have. If you need flyers to hand out, email me at and i will get those to you asap. I will then email you the flyer. Then it becomes your responsibility to print it out and start streetteaming. Hope to see ya guys out there today!!!

People Planting Video

I have teamed up with my friend Jangee to help grow consciousness by planting human beings up to their knees in organic garden soil for about 20 minutes. The people become like trees, for they’re packed in the soil and can sway in any direction without falling over. We pour water in the hole and the person experiences water soaking through the soil all the way to their toes. We are growing this as a movement, it is kind of silly and fun so if you want to get planted and help plant others let’s grow!!!

I was wondering how Haiti is doing now after the Jan. 2010 earthquake and i went on google image search to see what it looks like now. Here are those images. Haiti really needs all of our help still even though it is July now. Please do what you can to help Haiti now, especially the children.